It's usually fine. I know you've been holding yourself back for me sometimes. I wish you didn't have to for my sake, but I'm... I'm grateful.
[ It's much easier to bring this up now than in the heat of the moment, since whenever Gregor needs that delicacy of touch, that light stepping around a subject, he's not quite of the right mind for speaking to his. But a whole swath of real gratitude pierces through him as he transmits this. ]
[ Gregor is perfectly aware that he gets preferential treatment from Miles. But since it's just because he's him and not because he's Emperor (at least not exclusively), it goes over with him much better. He secretly, selfishly enjoys it, just a little bit. ]
All the same, I know you're not in the habit of it with anyone else and I wanted to remember to tell you that I appreciate it.
[ A spark of intense amusement, Gregor laughing softly wherever he is. He'd always known Miles's take-on-the-universe attitude was deliberate; he hadn't expected him to be anything less than proud. ]
I was trying to say you don't need the help. You're like a flame that all the moths come to. You've managed everything so impressively already, I can't fathom why you think gaining thirty centimeters will be some critical difference that improves upon success.
[ Miles, please, how much ego stroking do you need?
There's a ripple of smug amusement at that, there and then gone if you blink, as he answers. ] Tall and not having to scrabble for any power, yes. I take your point. Very well. Let's see if it makes a difference.
Once again, Miles gets this distinct sense that he's missed something ... There's a mental skip as he completely fails to realize what that is and continues onwards instead. ]
Good plan. I knew you'd come around to my way of thinking.
[ More gently, Gregor deescalating rather than taking the bait, ] I know you don't. I'm following your lead on whatever you want to do with this, Miles.
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[ It's much easier to bring this up now than in the heat of the moment, since whenever Gregor needs that delicacy of touch, that light stepping around a subject, he's not quite of the right mind for speaking to his. But a whole swath of real gratitude pierces through him as he transmits this. ]
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It seems a basic courtesy to me. I don't mind.
[ Nevermind he doesn't extend it to anyone else. Ever. ]
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All the same, I know you're not in the habit of it with anyone else and I wanted to remember to tell you that I appreciate it.
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[ Because he does. ]
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[ No mercy. ]
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Then they should get out of the way, shouldn't they?
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You'd think. Woe betide our enemies.
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[ Recruits, he's thinking. ]
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Both at once? That's one way to draw in recruits ...
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He recovers enough to go on, ] We can if you'd like.
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It doesn't hurt. Gives off a more dignified image.
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I was trying to say you don't need the help. You're like a flame that all the moths come to. You've managed everything so impressively already, I can't fathom why you think gaining thirty centimeters will be some critical difference that improves upon success.
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Said like a man who's been tall all his life.
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There's a ripple of smug amusement at that, there and then gone if you blink, as he answers. ] Tall and not having to scrabble for any power, yes. I take your point. Very well. Let's see if it makes a difference.
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Once again, Miles gets this distinct sense that he's missed something ... There's a mental skip as he completely fails to realize what that is and continues onwards instead. ]
Good plan. I knew you'd come around to my way of thinking.
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Do think to warn your parents.
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... Mother knows, anyway.
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Why are you so worried about it?
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I'm not. I just think it'd be courteous. But I really won't interfere.
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[ He is perhaps a bit snippy about this because he knows in his heart it's the wrong decision. ]
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